my ex boyfriend

i guess you could say i am engaged to be in a relationship right now. but i am starting to have 2nd thoughts because i am getting feelings for my ex again. the reason i am engaged to be in a relationship is because i am not in school right now. i am in DC AC (De Soto County Alternative Center). but me being away from my soon to be boyfriend for so long i am realizing that i have very strong feelings for my ex. for once i wish that i could date this guy without my ex getting in the way!